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Paul Gobind Kahlon
I am deeply honored to have this opportunity to share my journey, especially over the last 11 months as I was blessed to have been touched, inspired and nourished by the various TOSA programs and Sri & Kira. It all started in June of 2009, when I suddenly developed a strange and fiery urgency to understand the significance of 2012. I promptly signed up for a Pilgrimage to visit the sacred sites in Peru and randomly ordered a bunch of books on 2012, one of which happened to be Sri and Kira's book "2012 Awakening". At this point, I had never heard of Sri and Kira, nor was I familiar with Archangels or Insoulments. As I traveled to some amazing places in Peru's Sacred Valley and attended ceremonies with local Shamans during the days, the book was my reading companion in the evenings. Archangel Zadkiel's words really touched me, they were like strings of energy that bypassed my intellect and reached a part of me that felt a distinct familiarity with the message and its truth. The simplicity and purity of the message was palpable. I felt a calling to connect with Sri and Kira and their work but was accompanied by a certain skepticism and resistance towards it. It sounded a little too "out there" for me, the cosmology (Atlantis, Su'laria) a little too fantastic. It was my last day in Peru and I was on this paradise like resort in Punta Sal on the Pacific Ocean, walking on the beach on a gorgeous sunny day, the surf splashing on my feet. I was in deep contemplation about my experiences in Peru, the revelations and messages in Sri and Kira's book, what it all meant and about next steps. Suddenly, the next wave washed up on my feet and with it a beautiful black stone. I felt moved to pick it up and as I looked at it, I saw an etched image of what appeared to be an angelic being in flight with a large "Z" engraved right next to it. As I stood there in total awe and incredulous, completely oblivious to my beautiful surroundings and the sounds of the ocean, it was as if an angel had tapped me on my shoulder and said "you had questions, you wanted to know the truth, well, here it is, straight up, no fluff, no lofty promises, no beating around the spiritual bush, Can you handle it? I was on the TOSA website browsing programs moments later. Back in the U.S, as I considered what I had learned about 2012 and its significance, it was clear that it represented the beginning of a new cycle, a new galactic season and along with it a calling for humanity to circle back to our hearts. But what was most meaningful and empowering for me, with respect to 2012 and my own life, came down to a simple and direct question from Archangel Zadkiel; What do you want? Yes indeed, What do I want? That doesn't sound very profound, but that one question turned out to be the seed for some of the most profound, radical and rapid shifts in my inner and outer world. I was born and raised in New Delhi, India and spent the first 24 years of my life there. I grew up around poverty and spirituality in its many manifest forms and was fascinated by the West and its unabashed pursuit of affluence and quality of life as measured my material props. I had a deep admiration for free market capitalism and what it appeared to have accomplished since the 1950's in the western world. I worked hard to come to the U.S and attend Graduate school to study Business Management. I then spent a number of years in the corporate world, chasing the American dream. I realized early on that business success and material comforts did not equal fulfillment, or peace or Joy. I also realized that there was something fundamentally flawed about my seeing business and life projects, and their success, as the potential source or facilitator of the inner states that I was seeking, peace/love/joy......and that led me down a path of spiritual exploration for nearly 15 years through a variety of teachers, modalities and methods that in retrospect were a preparation for what was to come. My work with TOSA began in August 2009 with Navigating the Inner Matrix course. I was still a little skeptical as I went through the first couple of lessons with my coach. I had tried other courses in the past that were meant to facilitate a release of conditioned patterns but with limited success. Over the years, I had accumulated a ton of spiritual content about ego and conditioning, enlightenment and spiritual strategies that were only serving as an obstacle to my clarity, and it was quite a load to carry around. My soul was seeking simplicity. As I did the work and interacted with my coach, there was this sense of a benevolent and cleansing energy at work that went beyond anything that my intellect could process or understand. The simplicity of the lessons, exercises, focused journaling and the loving support and guidance from my coach over a 12 week period was indeed a powerful combination. While I experienced many powerful releases and gained a deeper understanding of my soul's journey and the illusory obstacles to my joy, the most precious gift for me was how I was able to cultivate and integrate Gratitude and a love and acceptance of ALL experience, into my daily life.... and as a consequence, a deeper capacity to trust the divine in me. In late September, I had the opportunity to visit TOSA ranch and meet Sri and Kira. I had a soul clarity session with them and the only way I can describe it is to use Kira's words who said, "this is a Divine appointment". I have spent a considerable amount of time with other teachers, and healers in the past and this was easily the most empowering and liberating sixty minutes, that I have ever spent. I found Sri and Kira to be just adorable and such a living, breathing embodiment of unconditional love, that whatever doubts I had remaining about Archangels, Insoulments, Cosmology were completely laid to rest. I also attended my first live Insoulment (Wow!!) which delivered the final lesson of the lost books of the Essene, the potluck where I had the chance to meet and interact with some amazing beings that had gathered there and then attended the Crystalline DNA activation on the following day. I see the three days at the Ranch as a homecoming and a true initiation, which will always be etched into my conciousness as an anchor of light that continues to serve me as a calling to "remember" and to keep "walking" regardless of the challenges along the way. When I first heard about the Essene Intensive at Lake Atitlan, Guatemala, I just knew I had to go, and I am so grateful that I did. Guatemala was just incredible for me, just "out of this world" on so many levels that it would be really hard to fully articulate in words about how I felt while I was there and its impact on me. The spectacular lake front location of TOSA La Laguna, the mountains and the Volcanoes, the lake itself with its glistening emerald green waters, the village of San Antonio and its people, it was all so "alive" and beautiful and an absolute feast for my eyes and my heart. It seemed like every moment there was an inspiration, a lesson or an experience of "being". It is the only place where I have been able to truly commune with nature and especially Lake Atitlan herself. The Essene work itself was truly profound. I learned, in a deep and experiential way, the true meaning of Trust and Discernment. I learned that there is no power outside of me and that there is nothing more sacred, true and useful than the wisdom and guidance from my own heart. I love the Lost Books of the Essene and I love TOSA La Laguna and Lake Atitlan. I have also attended Quantum Clairvoyance, Golden Ray Tele-class, Avesa I and the CSAC training. I have listened to many hours of Insoulment audio and all of it, the programs/events and the Archangelic teachings and practices have uplifted and nourished my heart and soul in unique and immeasurable ways. I feel deeply blessed and grateful for all the guidance over the last year and thank myself for choosing to be open to the many, many gifts that I have received. I am honored to be part of the Miracle team and it is my intention to serve others by assisting in the transmission of these sacred teachings. It is also my intention to explore collaborations with others in the Miracle team, in bringing new heart-centered paradigms of business, services, and community to this planet, as the new galactic season arrives. To live, work and play with others on the ascension path, wouldn't that be fun? I am here, I am ready, I am open, and I am so guided! Thank you beloved ones, in this realm and all others for your love and your guidance.
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